tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44223088485960851742011-07-30T17:21:17.368-07:00Bejihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16964389992273176028noreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4422308848596085174.post-9403061797765883472009-10-14T20:03:00.000-07:002009-10-14T20:05:38.946-07:00... a little room in the blurring boundaries...<br /><br /><br /> ....to get the correct hue....it has to be patiently mixed in the platter....<br /><br /><br />....life is a cumulative sum....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4422308848596085174-940306179776588347?l=whatsonyourmindbeji.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Bejihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16964389992273176028noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4422308848596085174.post-90989743669436884682009-10-12T21:00:00.001-07:002009-10-12T21:00:37.234-07:00life is a cumulative sum............<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4422308848596085174-9098974366943688468?l=whatsonyourmindbeji.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Bejihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16964389992273176028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4422308848596085174.post-65146244855960264022009-10-11T20:11:00.000-07:002009-10-11T20:12:17.845-07:00....i hardly control anything....but i love following flow diagrams....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4422308848596085174-6514624485596026402?l=whatsonyourmindbeji.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Bejihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16964389992273176028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4422308848596085174.post-63562201228617947102009-10-07T22:53:00.000-07:002009-10-07T23:06:56.134-07:00.....dreams leave the odour on wakefulness<br /><br />the pauses between irrelevant words acquire more meaning........<br /><br />....showers drinking the thirst....<br /><br />......if you can only hear words...you are not listening....<br /><br />thawing familiarity...... <br /><br />as I stand to move...I find seeds of memories stuck on me...ready to be carried , dispersed and planted where I go....<br /><br />if i could...i should...i would....<br /><br />convention inhibits innovation<br /><br />....beneath every fold a memory stays creased.....<br /><br />......masks can hide.....or highlight emotions.... but usually can't show the true face....<br /><br />....life continues teaching....even when I am in no mood to learn...<br /><br />....there are times when you need others to show you who you are......<br /><br />...when the criticism resonates with realization....it is heard louder.....and hurts more.....<br /><br />a little of you....planted in me...a little of you.....I promise to be....<br /><br />like a climber I travelled ...anchoring my roots...<br /><br />.........making an image through reflections......<br /><br />........talking louder can't make the deaf hear....<br /><br />.......rating seems to be the latest international obsession......<br /><br />childhood friends seem to know us the best.....probably because they have seen us without all layers of masks....<br /><br />....and if everything happens as assumed.....there will be boredom....<br /><br />shifting homes is like being offered to have the next edition...omitting mistakes and including improvements.....<br /><br />slowing somebody...doesn't speeden anybody...<br /><br />....all the space that is needed is between individuals and words to give them their unique meaning....in a broader perspective....<br /><br />.......thought can tame, chain or free you......<br /><br />sorrow often wears the mask of anger......<br /><br />.......attachments can be easily detached unless they are embedded in whole..........<br /><br />boundaries are usually about administrative simplicity......and power struggles...<br /><br />.......any deviation from routine seems sinful....feel like a truly bred mediocre....<br /><br />.....being sensibly dumb allows you to look at life in awe...and believe in magic and miracles..........<br /><br />Kindness broadens your perspective....and softens your responses........<br /><br />courage is sometimes just the willingness to see truth as it is.........<br /><br />waiting for conjunctions to give meaning to disconnected words......<br /><br />......when you are obsessed with surviving the kid in you....you need to put up with its energy and tantrums....<br /><br />...... unsettled earth,dusty days with clouded clarity...<br /><br />if history repeats so often....we are hardly adding any new editions......<br /><br />....thought travels on word to touch the intangible.....<br /><br />.....the changes perceived are usually just revealations you were earlier unaware of.....<br />.<br />......cause and effect theories usually assume life to be infinitely simple.......<br /><br />...the right expression for every emotion is an art.....one most of us are bad at....!<br /><br />sometimes the view is not clear...because you refuse to look....<br /><br />.....closed rooms have bad breath...<br />.<br />Kerala.....the flavour of mango leaves on wet breeze.....<br /><br />...can brain mapping aid travelling there.....reach destinations....and avoid getting lost...?!<br /><br />.....crave for the rain...wearing the smell of land... awakening the sleepy sprouts....basking in the sun....<br /><br />....recession...Iran,Iraq, Palestine ,Israel, France, Head scarf, Taliban, Pakistan, India .....global warming......Dubai is a collage of emotions and expressions...<br />...the best gifts of life are wrapped with pain.....<br /><br />judging you from my perception and experience.....can at best be childishly hopeful and a complete fluke !<br /><br />....people who make you feel good are better companions.....than 'good' people<br /><br />..........perseverance not only needs belief in what you are standing for,....but also stamina to stand that long.....<br /><br />.....parts of you are still on people you long parted with.......<br /><br />....its very easy to be hard on soft targets......<br /><br />wonder how to pass the needle through the day.....to stitch it out perfect......!<br /><br />.......there is a breaking point....its foolish to stretch till that!<br /><br />...a jungle of thoughts....with no footpath....<br /><br />.....after the circle...comes the take off!!<br /><br />....its a wonderful feeling being able to pick your gifts from every problem's hand!!<br /><br />an infant's smile is an illogical muscular contraction......which simply fills the soul with joy!<br /><br />alsaayi dhoop , baraf ka gola,taash ke pathe...table fan ki hawa me......khaskhas ke geele pardon ki khushboo....<br /><br />what now?! ....strange the way these words change meaning with different emotions......<br /><br />.....nothing of any great consequence was ever achieved without pain.....<br /><br />....relationships are dynamic systems...growing or dying down...its the rate that varies...<br /><br />....experience and vision prevents the true response to a virgin moment.....<br /><br />....on a journey you meet to part.....carrying memories...<br /><br />....a canvas of calm to paint the ripples and the waves......<br /><br />....why is it that the "true inner calling" is rarely heard?!<br /><br />.....can life be a prepared script...?<br /><br />anything 'on' your mind weighs and masks everything beneath,....while what's 'in' makes it what it is...<br /><br />....if the centre and the radius remain the same.....the circle can't be any different.....<br /><br />unless one becomes a tangent....the circles continue....<br /><br />....still the easiest way to gain wisdom is to get older....some people stay young forever....!<br /><br />...washing sins feels like it was some kind of dirty laundry......<br /><br />.....expectations flicker....to be extinguished by a whiff of facts!<br /><br />...building bridges abolishes the need to swim....and ends the adventure of crossing the waters....<br /><br />......its the light that paints the shadows...dipping its brush in me....<br /><br />innocence allows a view which experience always blocks.......<br /><br />mirror always lies.....what's left can never be made right!<br /><br />a caterpillar doesn't fly......it has to turn into a butterfly to do that...!!<br /><br />the routines can swallow the specials......<br /><br />free the word.....and it grows into an experience.....<br /><br />words that reach the tongue and can't wear a voice get very lonely.......<br /><br />.....life is a collage of repetitions, coincidences and accidents....which we somehow hope to plan......<br /><br />.......often past wisdom is quoted as if....no future improvisation is possible.....!!<br /><br />it takes lot of courage to show how vulnerable you are......!<br /><br />a drop of a thought...and there are ripples and waves of feel....<br /><br />words gets refracted in silence....and appear so distorted!<br /><br />.......the colour you see is the reflected one....there are many which are absorbed...and never seen....!<br /><br />a seed is life in waiting.....<br /><br />.......possessing something gives u the power...or takes it away?!!<br /><br />mind is just the conscious part of being......the trained,logical and socially relevant part.....!<br /><br />गर्मी की रात.... तारों के साथ ...चारपाई पर....और चलती हवा....उठते समय गिरते हुए हरसिंगार के फूल...<br /><br />.....those who love you most....may not know you atall....!<br /><br />....hoping for justice from the unjust is hardly justified.....<br /><br />...knowledge is not a virtue.....but foolish persons are rarely interesting...!<br /><br />Grow 'up' means there are options of growing in all directions...and sometimes growing your roots is more important...<br /><br />....there is a hole even in the whole...!<br /><br />shadows and illusions....and the image of truth keeps eluding.....<br /><br />weeding out expectations is too tiresome a job....!<br /><br />drifting leaves can't choose their speed or dance when they fall....<br /><br />Not everything you grip tight stays in your grasp.....!<br /><br />....following your dream...or resisting it decides your life course.....<br /><br />sulajhati uljhanon me ulajhati hui...<br /><br />....what it takes to have the courage to take off the mask....and be yourself?!<br /><br />.......to stay alive in the moment I am....to listen, to feel, to touch ,to see, to smell....to be...<br /><br />....dipping its pen into passing moments...the story is being written......<br /><br />Why is that usually it is the 'bitter' truth ,the'difficult' path to justice, the 'struggle' to freedom...and the 'rare' true love...?!<br /><br />........even the best team loses its direction with wrong leadership.......!!<br /><br />Life and lot of employment and training seems to be around crisis and crisis management!!<br /><br />And life moves on....with all its absurdities and irrelevance....<br /><br />Rules are for making things simple.....when they lead to complexities change them!!<br /><br />The best you can do is "fool"proof....the challenge is to proof it from those who are not fools....<br /><br />All one wants is to become someone.....when being yourself gives the greatest joy!<br /><br />filling...billing....frilling...grilling...the dirty paper work...does it get better?<br />when the drizzle sizzles......<br /><br />circumstances are circumventing forces......pushing the centre of your being in...or pulling it out.......!<br /><br />.....and when you let go.....u know there was no need to hold to.....<br /><br />AUTUMN is a very relevant season.....<br /><br />drifting moments.....into shifting frames....<br /><br />how you resist or give in to the pushes and pulls of life....decides your ultimate shape!<br /><br />I believe in vectors....no other way to explain no displacement after so much distance travelled.... :)<br /><br />Cudn't there be a simplified version of map to DESTINY?!<br /><br />Nothing simplifies the choice between two right decisions-one that goes with the feel,the other with the thought...<br /><br />May life be the prism to unlock the colours hidden...Happy Holi to all!!<br /><br />wondering what's the best way to stack these yesterdays.....<br /><br />Tomorrow never comes......and yesterdays keep returning...<br /><br />स्पर्श करने के लिए ...छूने की कहाँ जरूरत है.....<br /><br />कच्ची अमियों पर सवार ...बचपन की टहनियों से दोपहरी आई है....<br /><br />The soul is on its knees....with a prayer on its lips....<br /><br />There is a way to motivate even in the worst situation.....attitude...and sense of humour matters!!<br /><br />when the net is down...the catch difficult!<br /><br />What's buried deep down....often sprouts and gets new leaves...<br /><br />....and I wished I could gaze at the flower in a way....to turn it into a butterfly....<br /><br />Keeping fingers crossed ....is a way not to allow any hand to make wrong gestures....<br /><br />....and sometimes I wish I am weaved as pauses between the words....<br /><br />Nothing is absolute....all calculations r assumption based....and assumptions always are just assumed!<br /><br />silence speaks ......and so difficult to mute!<br /><br />limits r set by anxiety of failure...<br /><br />the needle of the compass....where does it point?<br /><br />sone ki chidia...langadi pauwa...surang.....rassi khoodh....aur khuli hawaa..<br /><br />wants to learn the coolest way to put the wrong in right place!<br /><br />night shift...no time to day dream!!<br /><br />Reflect well on all reflections...afterall they r just mirror image of what u truly feel!!<br /><br />can every complex thing be simplified....rather than every simple thing leading to complexities.......<br /><br />limits of limitless possibilities....<br /><br />nothing heals like Love.....<br /><br />why u need approval to be?<br /><br />गीली शाम में भीगी है रात....<br /><br />believes a window can be made in every wall!<br /><br />A day is like a clay ready to be molded into what u desire....do u have the artistic hand for it?<br /><br />can friendships be refrigerated and thawed when needed?!!<br /><br />Does noise have anything to do with what echoes in you???<br /><br />is realising ....afterall nobody knows anybody....<br /><br />How necessary is rationalization?<br /><br />The only strangeness in remaining strangers is hesitating to get to know....<br /><br />fate is a strange variable of life....u can never be prepared for it!!<br /><br />wonders do you shed past as dry leaves or imbibe it in the trunk as a growth ring!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4422308848596085174-6356220122861794710?l=whatsonyourmindbeji.blogspot.com' alt='' 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