Wednesday, October 14, 2009

October 15 2009

... a little room in the blurring boundaries...


....to get the correct hue....it has to be patiently mixed in the platter....


....life is a cumulative sum....

Monday, October 12, 2009

13th oct 2009

life is a cumulative sum............

Sunday, October 11, 2009

....i hardly control anything....but i love following flow diagrams....

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

facebook musings till 8th Oct 2009

.....dreams leave the odour on wakefulness

the pauses between irrelevant words acquire more meaning........

....showers drinking the thirst....

......if you can only hear words...you are not listening....

thawing familiarity......

as I stand to move...I find seeds of memories stuck on me...ready to be carried , dispersed and planted where I go....

if i could...i should...i would....

convention inhibits innovation

....beneath every fold a memory stays creased.....

......masks can hide.....or highlight emotions.... but usually can't show the true face....

....life continues teaching....even when I am in no mood to learn...

....there are times when you need others to show you who you are......

...when the criticism resonates with realization....it is heard louder.....and hurts more.....

a little of you....planted in me...a little of you.....I promise to be....

like a climber I travelled ...anchoring my roots...

.........making an image through reflections......

........talking louder can't make the deaf hear....

.......rating seems to be the latest international obsession......

childhood friends seem to know us the best.....probably because they have seen us without all layers of masks....

....and if everything happens as assumed.....there will be boredom....

shifting homes is like being offered to have the next edition...omitting mistakes and including improvements.....

slowing somebody...doesn't speeden anybody...

....all the space that is needed is between individuals and words to give them their unique meaning....in a broader perspective....

.......thought can tame, chain or free you......

sorrow often wears the mask of anger......

.......attachments can be easily detached unless they are embedded in whole..........

boundaries are usually about administrative simplicity......and power struggles...

.......any deviation from routine seems sinful....feel like a truly bred mediocre....

.....being sensibly dumb allows you to look at life in awe...and believe in magic and miracles..........

Kindness broadens your perspective....and softens your responses........

courage is sometimes just the willingness to see truth as it is.........

waiting for conjunctions to give meaning to disconnected words......

......when you are obsessed with surviving the kid in you....you need to put up with its energy and tantrums....

...... unsettled earth,dusty days with clouded clarity...

if history repeats so often....we are hardly adding any new editions......

....thought travels on word to touch the intangible.....

.....the changes perceived are usually just revealations you were earlier unaware of.....
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......cause and effect theories usually assume life to be infinitely simple.......

...the right expression for every emotion is an art.....one most of us are bad at....!

sometimes the view is not clear...because you refuse to look....

.....closed rooms have bad breath...
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Kerala.....the flavour of mango leaves on wet breeze.....

...can brain mapping aid travelling there.....reach destinations....and avoid getting lost...?!

.....crave for the rain...wearing the smell of land... awakening the sleepy sprouts....basking in the sun....

....recession...Iran,Iraq, Palestine ,Israel, France, Head scarf, Taliban, Pakistan, India .....global warming......Dubai is a collage of emotions and expressions...
...the best gifts of life are wrapped with pain.....

judging you from my perception and experience.....can at best be childishly hopeful and a complete fluke !

....people who make you feel good are better companions.....than 'good' people

..........perseverance not only needs belief in what you are standing for,....but also stamina to stand that long.....

.....parts of you are still on people you long parted with.......

....its very easy to be hard on soft targets......

wonder how to pass the needle through the day.....to stitch it out perfect......!

.......there is a breaking point....its foolish to stretch till that!

...a jungle of thoughts....with no footpath....

.....after the circle...comes the take off!!

....its a wonderful feeling being able to pick your gifts from every problem's hand!!

an infant's smile is an illogical muscular contraction......which simply fills the soul with joy!

alsaayi dhoop , baraf ka gola,taash ke pathe...table fan ki hawa me......khaskhas ke geele pardon ki khushboo....

what now?! ....strange the way these words change meaning with different emotions......

.....nothing of any great consequence was ever achieved without pain.....

....relationships are dynamic systems...growing or dying down...its the rate that varies...

....experience and vision prevents the true response to a virgin moment.....

....on a journey you meet to part.....carrying memories...

....a canvas of calm to paint the ripples and the waves......

....why is it that the "true inner calling" is rarely heard?!

.....can life be a prepared script...?

anything 'on' your mind weighs and masks everything beneath,....while what's 'in' makes it what it is...

....if the centre and the radius remain the same.....the circle can't be any different.....

unless one becomes a tangent....the circles continue....

....still the easiest way to gain wisdom is to get older....some people stay young forever....!

...washing sins feels like it was some kind of dirty laundry......

.....expectations flicker....to be extinguished by a whiff of facts!

...building bridges abolishes the need to swim....and ends the adventure of crossing the waters....

......its the light that paints the shadows...dipping its brush in me....

innocence allows a view which experience always blocks.......

mirror always lies.....what's left can never be made right!

a caterpillar doesn't fly......it has to turn into a butterfly to do that...!!

the routines can swallow the specials......

free the word.....and it grows into an experience.....

words that reach the tongue and can't wear a voice get very lonely.......

.....life is a collage of repetitions, coincidences and accidents....which we somehow hope to plan......

.......often past wisdom is quoted as if....no future improvisation is possible.....!!

it takes lot of courage to show how vulnerable you are......!

a drop of a thought...and there are ripples and waves of feel....

words gets refracted in silence....and appear so distorted!

.......the colour you see is the reflected one....there are many which are absorbed...and never seen....!

a seed is life in waiting.....

.......possessing something gives u the power...or takes it away?!!

mind is just the conscious part of being......the trained,logical and socially relevant part.....!

गर्मी की रात.... तारों के साथ ...चारपाई पर....और चलती हवा....उठते समय गिरते हुए हरसिंगार के फूल...

.....those who love you most....may not know you atall....!

....hoping for justice from the unjust is hardly justified.....

...knowledge is not a virtue.....but foolish persons are rarely interesting...!

Grow 'up' means there are options of growing in all directions...and sometimes growing your roots is more important...

....there is a hole even in the whole...!

shadows and illusions....and the image of truth keeps eluding.....

weeding out expectations is too tiresome a job....!

drifting leaves can't choose their speed or dance when they fall....

Not everything you grip tight stays in your grasp.....!

....following your dream...or resisting it decides your life course.....

sulajhati uljhanon me ulajhati hui...

....what it takes to have the courage to take off the mask....and be yourself?!

.......to stay alive in the moment I am....to listen, to feel, to touch ,to see, to smell....to be...

....dipping its pen into passing moments...the story is being written......

Why is that usually it is the 'bitter' truth ,the'difficult' path to justice, the 'struggle' to freedom...and the 'rare' true love...?!

........even the best team loses its direction with wrong leadership.......!!

Life and lot of employment and training seems to be around crisis and crisis management!!

And life moves on....with all its absurdities and irrelevance....

Rules are for making things simple.....when they lead to complexities change them!!

The best you can do is "fool"proof....the challenge is to proof it from those who are not fools....

All one wants is to become someone.....when being yourself gives the greatest joy!

filling...billing....frilling...grilling...the dirty paper work...does it get better?
when the drizzle sizzles......

circumstances are circumventing forces......pushing the centre of your being in...or pulling it out.......!

.....and when you let go.....u know there was no need to hold to.....

AUTUMN is a very relevant season.....

drifting moments.....into shifting frames....

how you resist or give in to the pushes and pulls of life....decides your ultimate shape!

I believe in vectors....no other way to explain no displacement after so much distance travelled.... :)

Cudn't there be a simplified version of map to DESTINY?!

Nothing simplifies the choice between two right decisions-one that goes with the feel,the other with the thought...

May life be the prism to unlock the colours hidden...Happy Holi to all!!

wondering what's the best way to stack these yesterdays.....

Tomorrow never comes......and yesterdays keep returning...

स्पर्श करने के लिए ...छूने की कहाँ जरूरत है.....

कच्ची अमियों पर सवार ...बचपन की टहनियों से दोपहरी आई है....

The soul is on its knees....with a prayer on its lips....

There is a way to motivate even in the worst situation.....attitude...and sense of humour matters!!

when the net is down...the catch difficult!

What's buried deep down....often sprouts and gets new leaves...

....and I wished I could gaze at the flower in a way....to turn it into a butterfly....

Keeping fingers crossed ....is a way not to allow any hand to make wrong gestures....

....and sometimes I wish I am weaved as pauses between the words....

Nothing is absolute....all calculations r assumption based....and assumptions always are just assumed!

silence speaks ......and so difficult to mute!

limits r set by anxiety of failure...

the needle of the compass....where does it point?

sone ki chidia...langadi pauwa...surang.....rassi khoodh....aur khuli hawaa..

wants to learn the coolest way to put the wrong in right place!

night shift...no time to day dream!!

Reflect well on all reflections...afterall they r just mirror image of what u truly feel!!

can every complex thing be simplified....rather than every simple thing leading to complexities.......

limits of limitless possibilities....

nothing heals like Love.....

why u need approval to be?

गीली शाम में भीगी है रात....

believes a window can be made in every wall!

A day is like a clay ready to be molded into what u desire....do u have the artistic hand for it?

can friendships be refrigerated and thawed when needed?!!

Does noise have anything to do with what echoes in you???

is realising ....afterall nobody knows anybody....

How necessary is rationalization?

The only strangeness in remaining strangers is hesitating to get to know....

fate is a strange variable of life....u can never be prepared for it!!

wonders do you shed past as dry leaves or imbibe it in the trunk as a growth ring!!